I'm alive. However, it's incredibly hard for me to draw right now. I dunno why, but I'm very dissatisfied with everything I start and I just watched my gallery finding nothing I could be proud of in the moment.

I just did the pic won in my contest, after almost 6 months... this is really embarassing, so I must admit I kinda rushed the pic T_T However, I should be learning vocabulary and Kanji right now but I cannot motivate myself to do anything at all. This sounds so emo but this is what November does to me Sky's so gray and I hardly feel like going outside cause of the cold wind and rain. I'm already looking forward to Christmas since this means that lectures are almost over LOL I'm such a lazy ass...

A few months ago, I got a book about Human Anatomy for the Artist but so far I couldn't really use it since all the English expressions of all those muscles and nerves and stuff are all absolutely new to me. Hopefully, I'll soon have to time to actively use it and learn from those explanations.

Pictures to be done:

won ~Yeroms contest and I offered to do a pic for the winner, so I'll try to do that piece in the near future

I'm struggling with the pic for my contest winner I still cannot think of any nice horror theme... I won't give up!!